Sunday, May 31, 2009
{}i regretted letting u go...
now theres no more chance for me i guess...
i wish u gud luck in findin ur true mr right
i wont be findin another one, i want one but i've lost it due to my stubborness
guys hu like her must be happy uh?
U said u will w8, but i guess not....
nth gonna change this fate, if onli a miracle would happen i could go bak to the past,
i would tell u hw much i really love u, and i will nvr let u go again
but since it has ended like this, i've got no choice but to let u go
Im sry for the times i hurt u, hurt u really badly....
im sry for being such a burden to u
im just and extra piece in ur heart...........
and dont worry, i editted my blog so it will be clear that we are no longer together...
goodbye, farewell.............
Thursday, May 28, 2009
{}THIS ISN"T THE REAL ME...
KILL ME IF U MUST, BUT Y TORTURE ME IN THIS WAY?
I HAD ENOUGH....
I HATE MY FAMILY! I HATE MYSELF!
WHEN CAN I DIE???
I WISH IT WOULD BE NOW.......
I ADMIT, I DID ALOT OF BAD THINGS IN THE PAST,
I STOLE THINGS, I BEAT PPL...
NOW THAT EVERYONE KNOW,
THERES NO NID TO BE MY FREND ANYMORE...
NOT EVEN MY GAN...
I HOPE I CAN DIE 2DAY NIGHT.....
THINGS WILL BE EASIER FOR MANY PPL THEN...
{}
sort of pissed of rite now.... nvm
bye...
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
{}went to school in the morning , cant meet joey dear, cos ezlink not enough $$ T.T
i still owe kai hong $10....
firstly, went to school, had EL... was.. so so lah..
then nth to say...
after school, went for inter-class soccer...
we are the onli class wear jersey
then i heard some sec3 ppl say 1-c act pro larh... whatever loh...ass hole
then first vs 1-2... draw... my fault 1-2 scored a goal... argh!
then challenged 1-1.. won them, kept teasing donal haha
then challenged 1-3, semi-finals.. was so damn hard... we got draw then went on to the penalty, scored 2goals...
then we kept begging that we would win...
in the end , win! YAY!
then head on to the finals, vs 1-2 again zzzz
but won! hahas...
overall i scored 1 goal zzz.
logan scored 2 goals.. wow
harvin scored 4 goals i think???
went hm happily, but leg pain.. crapzxz......
now using comp... ^^ bye!
Chaos Titans! We must stay united!
All the way! We're the best there is!
No one can beat us!
We are the CHAMPIONS!!!!
We like to thanks all the players on chaos titans that helped out in the match
and all those ppl hu surpported us!!
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!~~~
Especially logan, harvin and 1c&1d
we owe it to u guys!
I hope it will go on forever...
i dont wan to break again ...
i promise...
I(L)U!!!!~~~
I(M)U!!!~~~
FOREVER & EVER!!!!!
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
{}nvm if u dont understand
i help u
Song:the reason
Aritst:Nami Tamaki
*The things I left behind far from
here, I feel them coming closer
Loneliness changes
into strength...
if I think of you
The city, the people, the dreams
all change in time
Simply go against the repeated words
I guess I still don’t understand the reasons
I just want to embrace you
In a lost dream, you tell me
“Don’t give up”
*Repeat
**Fragments of a dream
pierce my aching heart
The truth is, I can believe once more, in a miracle, in which we’re together
In days without you
I just want to stop
but I keep on walking
Meeting you by chance
I know for sure that there must have been a reason to it
Every dream will come true
when the time comes to be with you
And chance becomes destiny
Should the promise be torn
it will change into a vow
The place, where we first met
Can we return to that time
Your beloved face
seems so “gentle”
I close my eyes, in order to see
because I know you’ll take my hand
Tomorrow we’ll seperate
And I don’t know the answer
But in order to be with you again
I’ll repeat the truth “today”
*Repeat
**Repeat
touching rite?
but thats not gonna happen... really
{}
i'll show u
Chords Used:
D A Bm G
-------------------3---------
-------0-----2-----2---------
--0----3-----4---------------
--2----3-----4---------------
--3----3-----3-----3---------
--2----3-----2-----3---------
Intro:
D, A, Bm, A, G, D
intro riff
-------------------------------------------------------------------
-------------------------------------------------------------------
-------------------------------------------------------------------
---------------9-------7-------------------------------------------
--10---7---10------10-------10-------------------------------------
-------------------------------7---9---10-----10---12p10---10------
Verse 1:
D
give me more lovin then i've ever had.
A
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
Bm A
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
D
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
A
barely gettin mad,
Bm
im so glad i found you.
A
i love bein around you.
G
you make it easy,
A
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
Chorus: D A Bm A G
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
D
i love you.
(i love you)
and many more.... lazy to type out...
one day i will be able to play this song on my guitar.
i hope so...
^^
2day in school, did nth, except check papers...
blahblahblah
after school, saw notice board, jss idol, stanley n vernetta were in..
sad joey dear didnt make it
but i hope she will next time.
went for badminton inter class
played doubles with joey dear...
won and lost... won opponent, lost to same opponent.
dear got angry...
then dk y, had moodswing...
cooled down , now ok lerhs..
bye...^^
Thursday, May 21, 2009
{}i'm an unreasonable person, i want to break up with u for no reason, im a useless person..
theres' no nid to wait for me anymore....... i was given 5 chances, i destroyed them all
theres' no point in living rite now....
i guess this is the end.
bye........................
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
{}I hope everyday is as wonderful as 2day o.o .
2day, woke up, couldn't wait, so went to bathe then go jp arcade
went to star factory instead of zone x, at star fctory midnight maximum tune slot were empty so cool, so i was the onli one there... lol
soon, wei jie came.. we both played maximum tune..
i finally completed the first story mode...
then i kept playing ghost battle mode, i slect wei jie's profile and i challenged him.. so fun hahas
then , we went to zone x ind joey and co. there, played daytona... suddenly got pissed off for some reason... then cooled down... went to play midnight maximum tune again, this time, we play with a stranger... in the end i won yay!
then he called backup lol
in the end gang us then win loh... ass hole lah
after that, went to eat mac, met up with noel...
went walk walk lol... skip skip skip
then went to watch movie.. the uninvited
lol scary but nice.. kei yuan was like so gay, when got scary part, he would cover his ears and tell me," call me up when it is over" lol... he leaned on my shoulder wtf... he even hugged wei jie hahas!
movie ended, went to play arcade.... played daytona, saw yee seng, he play daytona was like so cool, nvr brake, just drift, 4th gear directly change to 1st gear awesome lol...
went hm, now blogging lol... thats all for 2day, bye^^
Should i say YES or NO???
im puzzled.....
I still love u...
But not as much as the last time...
IDK wad to say......
I'll think it over at night and tell u 2morrow okay?
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
{}Artist:Linkin Park
I remembered black skies / the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash / as time began to blur
Like a startling sign / that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve
So give me reason / to prove me wrong / to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason / to fill this hole / connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide
There was nothing in sight / but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide / the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in / between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve
So give me reason / to prove me wrong / to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Across this new divide
In every loss / in every lie
In every truth that you’d deny
And each regret / and each goodbye
was a mistake to great to hide
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve
So give me reason / to prove me wrong / to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason / to fill this hole / connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide
Across this new divide
Across this new divide
*end*
{}
i hope to cheer up....
19thmay.... i expected too much... i guess this is wad i deserve...
I'm dedicating this song to myself...
"happy birthday by click 5" (song at:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wuUVLqQo808)
Hey you
I know I'm in the wrong
Time flies
When you're having fun
You wake up
Another year is gone
You're twenty-one(Thirteen)
I guess you wanna know
Why I'm on the phone
It's been a day or so
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday
Yeah yeah whoa oh
I know you hate me
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday
So hard
When you're far away
It's lame but I forgot the date
I won't make the same mistake
I'm so to blame
So now you know
Don't hang up the phone
I wish I was at home
I know it's way too late
But happy birthday
Yeah yeah whoa oh
I know you hate me
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday
It's not that I don't care
You know I'll make it up to you
If I could I'd be there
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday
Yeah yeah whoa oh
I know you hate me
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday
To you
*end*
^^ I'm lame i know but no choice...
bye
Monday, May 18, 2009
{}heres a song which can descripe how im feeling rite now.....
In this farewell
There’s no blood
There’s no Alibi
‘Cause I’ve Drawn Regret
From the truthOf a Thousand Lies
[Pre-Chorus]
So let Mercy Come
And Wash Away
[Chorus]
what i`ve Done
I've faced myself
To Cross out what I’ve Become
Erase Myself
And let Go of What I’ve done
Put to rest
What you Thought of Me
While I clean this Slate
With the Hands of Uncertainty
[Pre-Chorus]
[Chorus]
For What I’ve Done
I start again
And whatever pain may come
Today this ends
I’m Forgiving What I’ve Done
[Chorus]
What I’ve DoneForgiving What I’ve Done
{}
The love is gone
What the fucking hell is happening to me?
y am i lyk this?
i'm just a stupid idiotic jerk!
Heard that?
dont care abt me
I'm not worthy of anyones love
I should be dead by now
i'm the worst jerk there is
My life ends here..
Sunday, May 17, 2009
{}Happy 2nd month annivasary dear!
I promise i will love u forever
I promise to stay by ur side forever.
I will nvr let u go.
Im sry for the times i made u sad
i caused u to have so much trouble
i swear it will not happpen again
If it does, i swore to wei jie n kyuan they come and humtum me..
I promise liao horh.
I(L)U!!!!!
I(M)U TOOO...
*HUGS*
Happy 2nd month!!!!^^
Friday, May 15, 2009
{}1month, 28days
gonna reach 2nd month lerhs, i want us to be together forever!!1
I(L)UUU!!!!
*hugs*
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
{}2nd month is coming! so heres a song for u, i hope u like it, I(L)U!!!!!
Song:1,2,3,4
Artist:Plain White T's
give me more lovin then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad, im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you. you make it easy, as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words and that's what i'll do.
i love you.
(i love you)
give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you. you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words and that's what i'll do.
i love you.
i love you
(i love you)
you make it easy, its easy as 1234
theres only one thing two do three words four you
i love you
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
thats what ill do
i love you
(i love you)
i love you
i love you.
one two three four i love you.
(iloveyou)
i love you
(i love you)
*end*
I(L)U DEAR!
Happy 2nd month annivasary!
I will nvr let u go, i promise that i wont leave u
I will love u forever!
*hugs*
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
{}I'm already sad now, i dont wish to be sad anymore.... 2day emo, out of no reason.... i hope 2morrow will be a better day for me.... i hope nth will happen and things will just turn out fine...
Sigh.... byezxzxz
1month 25days lerh.
I(L)U dear! MUACKS!
*hugs*
Forever i will not let u go
I will cherish u